P ✿ ✿ P: the most i miss about being in a relationship is how close you get to...
the most i miss about being in a relationship is how close you get to be with another person. to be able to feel and know everything about them. how important they become to you, because even the sound of their voice or just holding hands with them makes your heart do backflips and your stomach knot.
i still remember that morning being in his soft bed under the sheets. my friend covered for me and said i was sleeping over at her place but i really went over to his. the sun was just rising the next morning, and for some reason i woke up with it—and i NEVER do. i remember that exact moment when i opened my eyes. he looked so peaceful and so beautiful in that light and milky blue shadow, the soft pink hovering over the horizon. i felt this feeling of so much joy, because we were both in love with each other. i didn’t even move, and strangely he woke up too. the best feature about him is his eyes: pale green with specks of brown. they looked at me and his lips parted in a groggy i-just-woke-up kind of way, but wow it was so gorgeous.
and when we kissed i felt like i melted right there. right in that bed.
sigh
